mmm.. dont know..

.. where to start. thats why havent written a while again. not that anthing hasnt happend or somethin .. just yeah, the thing that i dont knwo where to start really. ok i´ll try.
ummm.. well.. few weekends ago (think weeked b4 the one just been) i was in finland. there was finnish short (or middle?! who knows) champs and relay. and yeah, of course it went shit. just everything went wrong really . starting with that that i left my passport home when i got on a bus to bus tallinn. SO dumb really.. i stil got it thou , after a such a hassle.. and i even didnt miss my ferry (was close thou). then had such a bad sleep that night in finland. cos it was So So cold :S and just sooo dumb. and then in the morning it was so cold i thought im gonna freeze soon :s like winter already!! gee. then , well had an average run in the mornin (qual).. did stil pretty bad and was in B final for later.. it was ok thou , cos i really wasnt waiting to get to A final. cos i mean .... u think ur self.
then had a quite a disastrous bfinal run :( just did soo many mistakes so yeah.. stupid like i am. there was a good side in those runs thou aswell.. the thing that i felt good running !! and that was great :) havent felt that ages.
then , on sunday. relay :S VERy Very dumb again.. did shit. so dont even wanna say anything more about it.
after event when we started to dirve back to helsinki to catch our ferry we had a message that fast ferrys arent going cos of bad weather. ok great!?! :s so ok, had to orgainse tickets over to slow ferry. first got tickets on 9pm ferry ?!? which was like sooo late cos first place our fast ferry should´ve left 4.30pm. so it was like WHAt we gonna get home soo late :( then , ok we were lucky and got still tickets on 6pm ferry. and even that was pretty late still cos it took 3.5hrs to get to tallinn and from there i stil had to get to tartu. ohh.. such a looong weekend. and just soo dumb.

week and weekend just been.. ummm. i guess didnt do much really. just had Uni, did some training and hmm yeah, i think thats all. had just few classes at UNi.. pretty easy .
went home on friday morning. did nothing at home. just ate and watched tv :S saw my younger sis over a while :)) that was exciting. hadnt seen her a while so it was good to catch up :)
had a multisport event on sunday. it was close to viljandi , so it was good and easy for me to go there.
that was hmmm.. fun i guess. thou i died big time. it was just soo hard. well ok , as u it would be if theres like hardcore biking in it and i have done none since last multisport event. cant expect much then. then. our team "trump" canoein. ogg my god. it was just terrible !! soo bad. we werent moving at all.. and just .. oh it was crazy!!
but, somehow we stil managed to finish. and even got 4th place in mixed teams. not too bad aye.
and. whats now. few days of Uni, then weeked of IMportant oing. and pretty much last oing event this season i think (except a rogaine weekend after this).
thats all for now. heh. wasnt even that bad. just have to find a thought where to start from and then its all ok :) hehee